We went for our second heartbeat check yesterday and my doctor couldn't find it with the doppler.

"Please don't panic. Your uterus is tilted and everything will be fine"

We went today for an ultrasound and it wasn't fine.

Our baby died sometime between 8 and 9 weeks. Once again, my body tricked me into thinking that I was still pregnant as of yesterday at 13 weeks.

I go for an emergency-type D&C tomorrow morning because if I go through this by myself, it would be extremely painful and excruiatingly messy.

I've done nothing but cry since 11:30 today.

God, help me. Help us.